The Alcoholism and Addiction Cure: Read It and Read It
"It's me, the guy you talked on the phone asking for advice about the ""conflict"" I had with my psychology professor. Things went well after the event, but I send you an email to let you know... I am doing so much better Chris! Actually, it is perfect! I really feel I made a tremendous growth since our talk, and it's all because of the ""conflict"" that happened to me AND after I received your advice. After you told me to read BeWhoYouWant, I thought to myself ""This time... I'll read it perfectly... I'll master the ideas and do the exercises without any questions!""
I re-started it from the beginning, this time I read it slowly, this time I ""encode"" the meaning behind each of the sentences like why you are saying what you are saying to make sure that this time I fully understand it. I read 2 pages each day and found myself spending 1-2 hour just to fully ""interpret"" them. (sometimes I find myself highlighting the entire page) I integrated those new understanding on my way of thinking and being and as a result tremendous things happen in my life one after another! Because of it, I am always smiling and I thought.... those pages... with so much knowledge underneath them, each words deserves to be put in an ancient tablet!
Guess what, the other day I did my very first exercise! (pleasure exercise) I read it and read it and made sure I will follow the instruction perfectly! And, I tell you Chris... when I did it... I just ""knew it"" haha -- I just knew it that I did it the way you intended us to. There's this book that I really wanted to read for a very long time(it was I Ching Readings Interpreting the Answers) and I grab it -- I thought of the best place I can think of to read it and I went there and did it! And wow... I enjoyed it way better than I expected I would and there were sentences so profound that it resonates me so much I just had to stand up and take a little walk. As I do, I felt the ""life"" of the Universe as I look at the horizon, and I feel so connected while I smile and enjoy the gentle breeze of the wind coming in my direction. It was wonderful!
Right now I found out a new ""dream"" and I really feel that I'm getting closer to being who I want and having what I want -- and it's happening really fast!
